Hmz...

I don't know how I always forget I have these things. I guess forgetting isn't really what it is.. I've just mainly used blogs for venting and bitching but lately I've had nothing to complain about. Other than having no money.. but I guess that's everyone's issue these days.

I've never been so content with everything going on around me. Sometimes I look for things to worry or get mad about because it seems to good to be but maybe I'm just a really negative person? Or insecure? Or out of my mind? Whatever I think to much.

Not much has changed for me really.. going to Raleigh this weekend.. still working at the same place.. hopefully getting a 2nd job real soon to make ends meet.. currently looking for a house and breaking my lease early because that apartment sucks and I refuse to be there till August.. I miss Savannah so much but I'm going to Richmond in the next week or two to help her move into her new apartment.. CJ is everything I've ever wanted and nothing less. Our 5 month is real soon.. everyone says they knew we would end up together one day but no one thought it would last.. I love being right; I'm ALWAYS right. David passed away a few weeks ago, I get so frustrated every time I think about it because I never texted him back the last time he had text me... if only I knew it'd be the last time.........
'What if's' will be the death of me one of these days. I finally started working on my ganesh tattoo.. it's beautiful and huge. It goes from my hip all the way down the side of my thigh.. almost positive my dads gonna put a bullet in my head when he sees it. I don't know when I'm gonna have the money to finish it though. Bummer.

Robby and Dan are watching Stepbrothers and it keeps taking my attention away from this so until next time.....................