I'm sitting in court right now because out of like 80 other people that got summonds to be there I was one of the 12 that got picked to be on jury. Sortof interesting I suppose but sitting here 9-5 is miserable and I guess my case is going for the rest of the week.

I'm suppose to be on my way to Richmond today to stay with Savannah but this court shit and having to feed my dogs while my parents go out of town fucked it all up for me. Not really having a best friend, sucks.

In the past few weeks I'm like 94% sure I figured out what I want to do school wise. Online was obviously a huge fail so I think I'm going back to cape fear in the fall for a few basic classes then transfering to central carolina cc because they have an actual vet tech program there. The city its in apparently sucks but at this point ill take anything to get out of Wilmington and away from the people here. Plus CJ is moving with me and he is the only person I spend my time with now anyways. Time to grow up. Wish I could say its been fun.

Swine Flu

I hope you die of it.


I'm in the weirdest mood today.
I feel like being nice and talking to everyone I haven't talked to in a while.
My room is a mess and my heart is beating so fast for some reason.
I need to shower and see my momz for mommyz day but I can't bring myself to do it.
I mish you CJ Murdock and you've only been gone for like an hour.
I thought I was in love before. Epic fail.
I now know the difference, the feeling, of just loving someone and actually being IN love.
I finally believe there is actually someone out there for everyone, you don't have to settle.
And I didn't even have to search, he was right in front of my face this whole time.
Too bad it took me so damn long to realize it.

Today has just started and it already sucks. I guess this shitty weather would be ok if I was at home sleeping with my boyfriend but of course I have to work whenever he gets into town. I was 45 minutes late for work this morning but I've made a pretty decent amount of tips for it to be breakfast time still. 3:00 can't come soon enough.

Danny and Dan got evicted last weekend so living in my tiny apartment is currently: Me, Madeline, Maggie, Dan, Danny, and Robby.Plus Josh Pitts, Josh Murdock and CJ like 5 days out of the week. So much for alone time.

Yes.

Yes, it did. You're so pathetic.


Cookout in Wilmington?
About fucking time.