Other than being at work this is the first time I've been alone in soo long. Siege is out riding bikes with Josh Pitts and everyone else is at work or something. I need more alone time I think. My bike comes this week, now it just needs to get warm and stay warm.

Everything is good right now. Very good. Valentines was so fun. He bought me a huge bag of twilzers and a bear then wrote 25 reasons why he is in love with me and hid them around my room and I had to find them, it was cute. I changed my mind about getting my ribs tattooed.. he's doing my ganesh on my thigh next month, I'm excited. I always have a lot of things to write about but I take forever to update this thing I just forget it all.

I found out I still owe $400 towards the car I wrecked which blows.. I don't think Obama is as great as we thought he was going to be.

Werd.

Went to the family first tattoo anniversary on Sunday and won $100 towards a tattoo. Word up can finally start my ribzz.

Siege is back in New Bern till Thursday. Blows. I will be sleeping as much as possible the next two days.
Ready to move into a new house.
Ready to get my taxes back.
Ready to have money for myself again.
Ready for CJ to move to Wilmington.
Ready for Sav to come home.
Ready to go to Ohio.
Ready for Valentinez <3

Am I the only one that had no idea snow was coming? I suppose it's a nice surprise to wake up too. I've been up since like 8 this morning, I guess I'm incapable of sleeping alone cause I never get a full night of sleep anymore when it's by myself... anyways I was up for like an hour and a half before I realized it was even snowing.. leave it up to myspace bulletins to be the one that informed me of it's presence.

Madd, Maggie and I are going to look at a new house today. I'm so excited, this apartment is gross I hate living here. I want my own yard and driveway and room to actually walk around in.. not just a tiny living room with even tinier rooms attached. We pay 819 to live here and we would pay 900 to live there... completely worth it.

I stayed up and read all of my old livejournal posts last night.. and since I mostly used that thing for venting it just brought back a lot of bad memories and fights from the past couple of years.. I don't know what went so wrong and how it got so bad... ugh.

Going to wake up Robby, I'm tired of hanging out by myself.

i miss you so fucking much.

WEEDS.

Hands down, best show I've ever seen. Currently watching season 3. Someone should get me season 4. Really.

Robby stripped last night for some extra cash, too bad they didn't tell him it was a gay bar until he got there to preform. Lawlz. Most awkward/gross night of 09 yet.

CJ is leaving today after being here for the past two weeks.
God damn. That. Sucks.

Happy girl.

I have never been this happy consistently in so long. At this very moment I have my boyfriend asleep beside me, Jagger and Elephant the two new kitties Maggie and I adopted sleeping at my feet and 7 or 8 of my good friends in my living room. I wish I could live like this forever, but nothing lasts forever.

Robby got me a job with him which rules, I just wish I got more hours. Only have one more test to take with my school stuff before I can get a new shipment. My parents aren't on my back nearly as much as they were and Savannah might be moving back home at the end of the semester! Danny, Dan and Allens lease is up at the end February which sucks so hard but we had the idea of finding like a 6 bedroom duplex, ending our lease early and all moving in together... but that is almost to perfect to actually work out but we shall see.

I'm ready for March to get here. Warmer weather, I assume everyones spring break is somewhere around that time, going to Ohio with CJ for him and his brothers fights and UBF again.. more excited to be back in Richmond than the actual show.
But kitties are hungry and siege is awake.. l8r!

This isn't

getting easier. Why do I have access to shit I don't want to have access too. I don't want to know anything about you.