Love lost.

The past week has been so stressful on me. Ending something you've had for 2 years really is as hard as I expected it to be. Talking to one person everyday, numerous times a day since you were 16 years old to not really talking at all.. sucks. But I needed this break. I wasn't happy and haven't been for a while I guess I finally realized I have to make myself happy before I can anyone else.

I need to get serious about my school cause I know I won't moving anywhere if I don't start doing what I know I need to do. It just sucks feeling like you're being forced to grow up so fast when you still have so many things to do. If I did my school like I'm supposed to I can become a licensed vet tech in two years.. but really? I'm only 18.. I'm not ready to be 20 and already have a career. Theres so much I haven't done and so much fun I haven't had I just wish my parents understood that.

I'm just ready for next month to get here. So many good things coming my way... I hope.

And it's been cold all week long! I'm out of my porch in a hoodie right now, this is the best feeling in the world.