Unmotivated.

This is the first Tuesday I've had off in months. And after unsuccessfully shopping for phones all day with my mom I'm back at my parents house in hopes of getting some or any of my school work done. Unmotivated and lazy are the words that best describe myself. Online school is awesome compared to the bullshit classes that I wasted so much gas going too. Having no one to make me do it is going to be my downfall. But I guess this is where responsibility and priorities are suppose kick in.

My want and need for leaving this place gets worse everyday. My mom already said Richmond is a go for next year but I guess it depends on Sav and her boyfriend. I hate feeling like I'm just following her around instead of going somewhere on my own but who the hell really wants to move far away all by themselves? Plus I love it there. Nothing at all like home and I felt like a little kid seeing things for the first time in my life. The river there completely blew my mind as well as the SPCA haha.

But enough complaining; I'm finally getting my arm finished tomorrow. I sure have wasted enough time and money on it. I'm letting him do what he wants to it so hopefully the outcome doesn't suck too hard.

And it blows feeling like you miss someone so much more than they do you but I guess
that's life. I'm out of ciggarettes.