It's werid

At this point in my life, right now, I'm pretty content and happy with the way things are going. I guess I needed to stop caring about everything a long time ago. I don't sweat the small things or let much of anything get to me. I know that's not normal but for right now it's working.
I almost hate being happy just because people close to me are going through hard times and I don't want to I guess you could say 'rub it in their face'.

I'm just focusing too much on trying to make myself happy that I'm not getting shit done that I need too, like school. If I don't start doing it my parents are gonna make me move home and then all these fun times will be short lived. I miss Sav all the time. I hate the phone being the only way to talk to the one person I talk to everything about. I really took it for granted when she lived 5 minutes away from me.

Going to luckys tonight for klu. Not the mongoloids. The mongoloids suck. It should be fun, I know a lot of people are going and I havent been to a show here in a while, espically a good one. Then I suppose people are coming back over here like always. I love it cause I never have to spend gas my friends just come to me :)