Can't believe it's already August.

I have so much I want to write or I guess vent about but I don't have the time. I don't have time for much of anything anymore I work constantly, which isn't necessarily a bad thing but when I do have time off I rarely ever spend it how I want too. At this point in my life I have absolutely everything I need. A good job with good hours and decent pay, the kind of boyfriend every girl wishes they could find, going back to cape fear [only one day a week; but it shuts my dad up], and a beautiful 1 bedroom apartment on 3rd and church downtown waiting for CJ and I to move into when my lease is up at Briarcliff on the 31st. But I feel like other than CJ I have no other friends. I do, cause I hang out with them all the time I guess I mean I have no 'girlfriends'. I hang out with all boys and that's it. And as much as I hate 98% of girls period it'd still be nice to have that 2% to talk to every once in a while. Savannah has her own shit going on in Richmond, Jessica.. I couldn't even tell you, Katie is basically married and Ash Diaz is always with fucking retards.

I am so ready for something new; tired of the same people, the same faces, the same drama, I don't involve myself in anything anymore and I like it that way, even though it does get really lonely a lot of the times. Shows aren't fun for me anymore and I will usually only go if it's a show he wants to go to or we have nothing else to do cause I don't care about them at all. I've grown up so so much in the past year I know I'm not the same, it's a better change though, at least I think so. I've really had the urge to travel lately. I want to leave here so bad it kills me. I will be in Richmond sooner or later but moving within the month is occupying my time and money right now. In September we are going to Atlanta for one of CJ's competitions and I think to a few more before the year is over. Maybe the rest of the year won't be so bad.

I have a 6 hr tattoo appointment with Al today to start and maybe even finish the color on my leg. Not excited. CJ's 21st birthday is in 20 days and he is getting from his collar bones all the way to his, I guess pelvic area outlined. Very excited :)